Today has been a very blessed day. I truly know that God works in mysterious ways.
Bake 3 loaves of bread
Do 2 loads of wash
Put all wash away
Sweep kitchen
Do Dishes
Make Dinner.


This song makes me feel better

You can spend your whole life building
Something from nothin'
One storm can come and blow it all away
Build it anyway

You can chase a dream
That seems so out of reach
And you know it might not ever come your way
Dream it anyway

God is great
But sometimes life ain't good
And when I pray
It doesn't always turn out like I think it should
But I do it anyway
I do it anyway

This world's gone crazy
It's hard to believe
That tomorrow will be better than today
Believe it anyway

You can love someone with all your heart
For all the right reasons
In a moment they can choose to walk away
Love 'em anyway

God is great
But sometimes life ain't good
And when I pray
It doesn't always turn out like I think it should
But I do it anyway
Yea - I do it anyway

You can pour your soul out singing
A song you believe in
That tomorrow they'll forget you ever sang
Sing it anyway
Yea, sing it anyway
Yeah, yeah!

I sing
I dream
I love anyway

Martina McBride
It has been a crazy 2 months. Our first 2 months on our own. Here's what's going on. Every thing that could possibly happen that involves money has happened. The rent as been upped and we went over our food budget. Dh doesn't get paid till Wednesday and we have 30 dollars in the checking and Dh's truck needs gas. My car is in the shop and needs 900$ to fix it. We have money in the savings but I hate using it. And to top it all off my Grandmother probably has cancer, we are waiting for the results of a stat MRI. Help?

Please pray for every one involved if you could. We need it.

Things have been going good as usual, I still have wash waiting to be washed and dishes in the sink but life is well.

DH is stressing out about money how ever. Hes not used to having to have a budget. But hes adjusting as well. When I grew up as long as our bills were paid and there was food in the fridge we were doing fine, to DH however hes never known what it's like to have to decide which bill gets paid now and which has to wait. His parents retired early and never had to even budget. Hes never known what struggling is. Honestly I prefer it my way. I think the more money you have the more stress in your life. You make more money to spend more money and I think it has evil tendencies. hes learning...slowly.

God bless.
TTC!!!! AHHH I am so excited. Dh and I had a discussion, we talked about our wants and beliefs and I explained to him that it doesn't usually happen right away and with the time line that he wants his life to be like we should start trying and even though he is scared and excited he agreed!! I can't wait! I'm doing so much research and reading peoples stories. Please if you have any advice comment!

God bless!
My old truck died on me and I decided I wanted a car so I got a really nice black 98 Jetta. I love it!

Sorry I haven't been posting. I'm just so busy. I promise I'm going to do better!