Yep like the title says I have the baby blues. : (
I know at this point and time it would not be in the best interest of any one to try for a child now, but it does not mean I still do not feel the need. Dh and I will not have health insurance until October and although we could live with a baby in the apartment, I think it would be best for us to have a house. We will live fine on 9 dollars an hour with just us but a baby would really be pushing it The desire is so intense right now though. I just keep on telling my self it's not the right time, but my heart keeps on saying if you start trying now you'll have insurance by the time your doctors appointments start. But I can;t think like that I must resist these urges.
I find myself looking at baby stuff online or in stores. I have every thing thought out (even though I know it will all be different lol) I would cloth diaper, brestfeed, and co sleep (with those cool things that roll and hook on to the bed) I even found the best products and prices.
Sad I know.
I feel like God is telling me to forfill my womenly dutie to bring children into this world, but I know I can't. Not yet.
Help? Any one?
The Spirit of Never Enough - Series
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1 comments:
Thanks for commenting on my blog. :) You have a VERY pretty blog! I'll enjoy visiting you.
Righteous desires of the heart are from God. Your desire to have children is from Him. Although as Godly wives, we must submit to our husbands wishes, you may want to read a post I wrote in Jan 2008. Here's the URL:
http://sharonsroses.blogspot.com/2008/01/life.html
It's long, but really worth reading. I go back and re-read it myself at times though I'm unable to have children anymore and am still convinced what I wrote is right. Praying God's Will be done in your lives. :)
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